People who have a meaning in their life live longer.

Well these were the two quotes that I got from the variety show that SNSD hosted. Watching the show, tears fall.

Sometimes, I wonder if my scars were healed. Watching the show, I realise, they aren't. I haven't learned to forgive and forget anything at all. Is this why it is bothering me?

I always thought that people will learn to cope with whatever they have encountered as time passes. Afterall, isn't that what the phrase says? Time heals all wounds?

Well, that doesn't seem to be the case. The boys are around 18 years old. Which is around J1? I thought only kids needed therapy because they couldn't walk out of their past themselves. It turned out not to be true.

Family, is indeed, the most crucial factor in anyone's life. It shapes the person to be who you are and what your believes are.

Is our personality in born or due to the environment? Is everyone born good?

Watching the show, my heart ached. Seeing how they struggle to find their way in life, I can't help but wonder, what's mine?

Suddenly, Seohyun really feels like a worthy role model. But is she really?

I don't know. Was so overwhelmed with emotions just now, yet, as I am about to pen these down, the thoughts no longer circle around my head.

I'll sleep on it and perhaps, be able to think clearer the next time I blog.

Goodnight world.