I am really very disappointed in myself.

I screwed up yesterday.

Yea. I'm not the kind to grumble over little things that I screw up in an exam.

But I am so deeply affected this time because I really think my head kinda got really big.

So what if it was a physics subject. Especially since it was a physics module I should do well.

So freaking easy and yet I cannot do.

I have no one else to blame but myself.

I know I should have slept early.

I know I can't function if I do not have enough sleep.

So why did I stay up late?

I can't believe I am letting myself off like that.

All the more I am going SEP next year, I need to get some money from somewhere. But a scholarship seem so faraway now.

All I can do is to teach more tuition.

Korea.

I should have known better.